May232013

marthajefferson:

Julianne Moore as “Famous Works of Art” by Peter Linderbergh - for Harper’s Bazaar

Seated Woman With Bent Knee by Egon Schiele, La Grande Odalisque by Ingres, Saint Praxidis by Vermeer, The Cripple by John Currin, Les danseuses by Edgar Degas, Madame X by John Singer, Girl with a Pearl Earring by Vermeer, Woman With a Fan by Modigliani, Man Crazy Nurse #3 by Richard Prince, Adele Bloch Bauer I by Gustav Klimt.

someone read my diary
and made it into a photoshoot.

(via oldfilmsflicker)

May212013

um. so

…why do all the lesbian netflix movies have real titles and interesting looking posters when all of the gay movies have names like “His Secret Life” or “Almost Normal” or “Boys Night Out 3” or “Head On” or

omg

omg 

“Walk a Mile in My Pradas” 

guys

guys what EVEN. 

May102013

bbook:

Paris, Texas (1984)

(Source: monocoleporter)

May52013
fuckyeahbrutalism:

Art & Architecture Building, Yale University, New Haven, Connecticut, 1958-63
(Paul Rudolph)

It’s amazing what a yellow tint can do seriously.I mean I always admired this building but never with the reverence that I just had for the above pic.i REALLY don’t know why i’m reblogging this. mostly for kate because new haven. ugh i don’t know i hate the internet why do i even have to qualify the meaninglessness of my thoughts to yOu, anonymous followers. all of my thoughts are meaningless, that’s the point.~*~LiFe iS mEaNinNgLesSs~*~

ugh.

fuckyeahbrutalism:

Art & Architecture Building, Yale University, New Haven, Connecticut, 1958-63

(Paul Rudolph)

It’s amazing what a yellow tint can do seriously.


I mean I always admired this building but never with the reverence that I just had for the above pic.

i REALLY don’t know why i’m reblogging this. mostly for kate because new haven. ugh i don’t know i hate the internet why do i even have to qualify the meaninglessness of my thoughts to yOu, anonymous followers. 

all of my thoughts are meaningless, that’s the point.

~*~LiFe iS mEaNinNgLesSs~*~

ugh.

(via bbook)

April302013

Ever since the terrible question was put to me, I’ve done nothing but think of how to answer it. I have one answer in the morning and one at night, one at the editing table, one when I’m looking at stills of earlier films of mine, another when I’m speaking to my accountant, and yet another when I think of the team I’ve been working with for years now. Every one of these different answers, these reasons for making films, is sincere and genuine, but I keep saying to myself there must be something ‘more fundamental’, or some ‘commitment’, or even a ‘compulsion’. I was twelve years old when I made my very first film, with an 8 mm camera. I stood by a window and filmed the street below, the cars and pedestrians. My father saw me and asked: ‘What are you doing with your camera?’ And I said: ‘Can’t you see? I’m filming the street.’ ‘What for?’ he asked. I had no answer. Ten or twelve years later, I was making my first short film in 16 mm. A reel of film lasted three minutes. I filmed a crossroads from the sixth floor, without moving the camera until the reel was finished. It didn’t occur to me to pull away or stop shooting any earlier. With hindsight, I suppose it would have seemed like sacrilege to me. - Wim Wenders on why he makes films

this right about nails it on the head.
Also: hey Kate! Guess what movie Wim Wenders made that you STILL haven’t seen! 

Ever since the terrible question was put to me, I’ve done nothing but think of how to answer it. I have one answer in the morning and one at night, one at the editing table, one when I’m looking at stills of earlier films of mine, another when I’m speaking to my accountant, and yet another when I think of the team I’ve been working with for years now. Every one of these different answers, these reasons for making films, is sincere and genuine, but I keep saying to myself there must be something ‘more fundamental’, or some ‘commitment’, or even a ‘compulsion’. I was twelve years old when I made my very first film, with an 8 mm camera. I stood by a window and filmed the street below, the cars and pedestrians. My father saw me and asked: ‘What are you doing with your camera?’ And I said: ‘Can’t you see? I’m filming the street.’ ‘What for?’ he asked. I had no answer. Ten or twelve years later, I was making my first short film in 16 mm. A reel of film lasted three minutes. I filmed a crossroads from the sixth floor, without moving the camera until the reel was finished. It didn’t occur to me to pull away or stop shooting any earlier. With hindsight, I suppose it would have seemed like sacrilege to me. - Wim Wenders on why he makes films

this right about nails it on the head.

Also: hey Kate! Guess what movie Wim Wenders made that you STILL haven’t seen!
 

(Source: iwanttobelikearollingstone, via bbook)

April112013
grassy1564:

Grant Yoshino / Rene Fragoso Logan Lerman photoshoot 11/4/13

i
cant

grassy1564:

Grant Yoshino / Rene Fragoso Logan Lerman photoshoot 11/4/13

i

cant

(via gershons)

April22013
  • God: *creates the human butt*
  • God: Oh they are gonna love this
March272013

What’s more than just vaguely annoying is that there’s still a small part of me that totally wants like that ~*~bohemian poet~*~ underground pre-[insert literary movement] lifestyle but there’s really no reason for it and it’s totally opposed to anything else I want, and it spends a lot of the time getting in the way of me liking real actual people who are gr8

March52013
who are you. 
i am so attracted

who are you.
i am so attracted

(Source: old-and-reckless, via iheartjurassicpark)

February252013

thoughts on video games? i don’t know! it’s more about bEiNg!!1

In retrospect I really like the idea that in video games you have to learn to jump or fly or swim. Since often it’s built into the tutorial level, which is a strange in-between world that I really like. It’s this world that should appropriately foreshadow what’s to come thematically and in design and whatever. But also it can’t—or maybe shouldn’t—be too alienating. It has to teach you about this new world but also understand that you’re coming from a world sometimes totally different, or in other times pretty much the same but less or more pretty. 

Sometimes it’s built into the story that your character, already in some sense an adult, still for some reason has to learn how to BE, but there’s no escaping the fact that this character in the world of the game is telling your character to press X or O twice to double-jump. Walk up to me and tell me to press X and I’d think of my Playstation controller but I won’t assume you’re telling me anything about how to cross this real-life bridge.

“Fuck. I have to write an essay about Apollonius.”
“Oh, no, dude, it’s fine, just press X three times and then triangle.”

Anyway. I think it’s really interesting and neat that there’s this in-between place and that your character isn’t so much learning how to walk, as they are learning how to walk with you. And yeah in a sense you’re God—or you’re their religion. You may not have made this world, but the world is for you, and though you may not yet know how to explore it, you are their guide. That is your task: to inhabit THEIR body with YOUR mind (or soul, or whatever, if you want this to get even more unnecessarily metaphysical or spiritual or whatever oh my god Dom it’s just a VIDEO GAME, YOU DON’T EVEN STILL PLAY VIDEO GAMES). It is your task to understand how to move around in this world. To, in some cases, “win”, you have to understand the limitations of this new body, and of this world. No, you can’t hold on to that ledge because it’s not even physically there and is actually just painted onto this cliffside which is actually just strings of code. But yes, you can find the key behind that bush, which unlocks that door, which leads you closer to your goal, which is what this world was made for, and so it is the most important thing. This world was crafted to confound you but also to lead you, eventually, to some sort of end. And maybe sometimes to bring you to a real-life truth. Or at least a really funny ending video clip where the villain gets thrown into a volcano, which is gratifying since he was such an asshole the whole time you were playing.

And so for me at least, this relationship I have with the world of the game through the in-between world, or whatever, has totally informed how I see our own world. Sometimes I think of elevators as loading screens, which they sort of are, in the sense that an old world is disappearing and a new world is being generated around you, all the while you’re liberated or protected or given a break from it by these shiny metal doors and a column of buttons. I think of the objects around me and how, unlike in a game, I can’t just approximate my relationship to them. I can’t just put my hand SORTA near my mug and expect it to enter into my inventory (and also my backpack does not, in fact, have the capacity to hold fifteen first-aid packs and eighty guns). To pick up this mug I have to really engage with it, and have a respect for its shape and form and weight and how it fits into my hand. 

And the reason why I’m thinking and writing about all this is because just now I did a little jump and touched the ceiling of the library where I’m sitting (and where I also just rode the elevator). And I thought about how many times I’ve learned how to jump in different virtual bodies, and how jumping felt easier and better in some games and clunky and weird and unnatural and others. And the “better” jumping didn’t feel better because it felt truer to my own experience of jumping, but because it felt perfectly congruent with the physics of the world in which I was jumping. It felt like this in-game character was really a part of that world— and so, for a moment, was I.

And even though I wasn’t outside in the real world doing real jumps (but I did spend a lot of time doing that too! I wasn’t a loaf. Well I mean I was a loaf but not a huge loaf), I think I still learned something meaningful about the real world, how to feel like I’m really interacting well with the environments and objects I find myself in the presence of.

Or in the presence of me. 

Whatever. The difference between those two sentiments depends on whether or not I want to think the world was constructed specifically to confound me in order to then to lead me, ultimately, to a truth. And I don’t think it was, and I don’t think it will. And some times a better way to learn how to be in the real world is to learn how to be in another one. This is why fantasy works, and why learning geometry is really cool.

And I also never officially “beat” Spyro the Dragon or Tomb Raider and I wouldn’t have it any other way. 

February242013

I find myself regretting inebriation (because when I’m drunk and I try to talk to people I’m sooooort of articulate but also can’t remember anything which makes the person I’m talking to think I’m not paying attention (which I am!) and I end up using that shout-talk voice because the party is loud and my voice is 98% bass anyway, but it still comes off sounding aggressive and weird maybe i don’t know), yet in the moment I always want to augment my reality in some way. Is this like some fear or confidence that the party won’t sufficiently take me out of this world and create an atmosphere for itself? I mean, they usually don’t even when I AM drunk so what am I doing?

But also is it maybe a little too romantic and weird for me to expect that my college’s dining hall, retrofitted for a 1920’s party, still looks like a dining hall and does not, in fact—and WON’T, in fact—have Kathy Bates as Gertrude Stein walking around giving me advice? And asking me to come to her awesome “open home” or whatever. Also Midnight in Paris wasn’t even that GOOD but damn was it delightful. 

February202013

what’s weirder…? the fact that i find it cool and validating when someone tells me with enthusiasm to “TWEET THAT” in response to something i’ve said, or that recognizing the mass-appeal of my everyday comments is now a compliment?

2PM

7:34 PM // 9/4/11 - 9/11/11 (skipped a day)

  1. Senior friend’s bookshelf.

  2. The view out my dorm room window.

  3. We’re cool because we do math on the weekends. Trying to figure out if you could trisect a triangle. You can’t. But that didn’t stop us from thinking we were revolutionaries who could find a way to do it with our massive reservoir of geometry knowledge, having spent two whole days on Euclid. Never underestimate the power of intuition, or something.

  4. It was so hot in that room.

  5. Okay so this was annoying because right after I took this picture, my friend sitting next to me made a comment about how I’d just taken a picture of orange-shirt guy, and then I felt like a homo creep. but it was for artt!!111

  6. His shirt says “never forget” which I thought was really funny I don’t know why.
2PM

7:34 PM // 8/27/11 - 9/3/11

What’s Happening:

  1. This incredibly ominous picture was taken in Don Draper’s season four apartment. I mean in a senior friend’s dorm room. Mood lighting unintentionally foreshadowing the weirdness of that relationship.

  2. Not even a week into college and my side of the dorm room was messier than my roommate’s. 

  3. At the Annapolis duck park on a walk with the aforementioned senior friend. For the first semester of school I never got to this location in the same way twice.

  4. Look at me I’m all smart because I read the Iliad. In truth I’m pretty sure I was falling asleep and the alarm for this picture woke me up. But I was also ashamed of falling asleep reading in front of my roommate so I had built this like book-fortress around my face to shield my closed eyes.

  5. Look at me I play chess because I’m smart.

  6. The first care-package from home.

  7. Again Doctor Who. This is the first episode and you can see the reflection of the screen on my friend Ryan’s glasses. This was part of a soon-aborted attempt to introduce my sudden friend-group to Doctor Who. Aborted because I had already watched the entire series (circa 2005) twice in the past six months and seriously was not up for it again. None of us was really feeling it.
2PM

7:34 PM // 8/20/11 - 8/26/11

What’s Happening Here:

  1. Julie and I in a car. We decided at this moment to take a picture every day at a specific time. But no time seemed to really stick out to us, and it was 7:34, so we figured, sure, that sounds good. I set an alarm on my phone.

  2. This is a picture of I think the mid-season finale of season 6 of Doctor Who. The days before I left for my freshman year of college could be counted on two fingers.

  3. My Grandpa. I have no idea what he was reaching for. This was the last time I saw my grandparents until October. For some reason the first week of the 7:34 photos are all blurry. mAyBE that sYmB0LIzeS how mEmORy fAdes or maybe I was just lazy.

  4. A restaurant in Annapolis that I’ve never eaten at since. My mom and dad and sister are behind the camera— this was before I would try to show who was with me at the moment of 7:34. It’s cool because I totally went through phases of wanting different things out of 7:34 photos. This was the “EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING AT WHEN MY ALARM WENT OFF” phase which proved to be not just unsustainable but also kind of boring and uninformative, in retrospect.

  5. Emergency swing-dance lessons for the First Night of College Waltz Party. I vividly remember not recognizing any of these people and what’s weird is that now I do but I still remember how alien their faces looked.

  6. That’s my former roommate in the background. Unlike him, I waited till the last minute to get ready for our first seminar. And by “waited until the last minute” I really mean “started trying to tie my tie at 7:00 and after a half hour made little progress.” Griffin had to tie it for me and I’ve never untied it. And I’ve also only worn it one other time. And I also still don’t know how to tie a tie.

  7. Yeah I don’t know why this picture is so blurry or why I didn’t slow da fuq down but I must have been going to somewhere really important. Or to my dorm room.
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